I'm just down in the dumps

I'm just down in the dumps



When I think about everything that's been going on in my life the past five years or so, it's a lot. All of  the cyber bullying. I feel like it's been a huge blow to my self esteem. I used to be so confident. Now I'm just down in the dumps. I get hacked at least once a day. I feel like there's microphones and cameras following me. That just makes me very emotional. I get sick to my stomach and I spend a lot of time crying. I feel like until all this cyber hacking stops, I can't live my life. Sure, I admit it. Sometimes I use drugs once in a while, but it's not like an everyday thing. I use Xanax, I use heroin. I think I have my drug under control.

If people think I heve a really big drug proplem they're just really making a big deal out of it. I feel like my like has changed for the better since being with Anthony. Anthony has stood by my side through all of this. My family thinks Anthony is a piece of (bleep), a bad influence on me. They haven't really given Anthony a chance. I would love to marry Anthony, have childrent with him. 

My relationship with my parents is pretty non existent. My mom spends some time judging me. My dad, he's narrow minded and doesn't really like to think outside of the box. My parents want me to go to school, get a career. What I want is to just live life for a little while. I'm joung, why do I have to figure all this out now?

Vocabulary


existence

 
noun
 
the state of existing
sự tồn tại
He does not believe in the existence of God
How long has this rule been in existence?

confident

 
adjective
 /ˈkonfidənt/
having a great deal of trust (especially in oneself)
tự tin
She is confident that she will win
a confident boy.

down in the dumps

 

buồn chán

self-esteem

 
noun
 /selfiˈstiːm/
a person’s respect for himself
lòng tự trọng
My self-esteem suffered when I failed the exam.

blow

 
noun
 /bləu/
stroke or knock
cú đánh
She suffered a blow to the head.
tai hoạ
Her husband’s death was a real blow.

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