I'm just down in the dumps
I'm just down in the dumps
When I think about everything that's been going on in my life the past five years or so, it's a lot. All of the cyber bullying. I feel like it's been a huge blow to my self esteem. I used to be so confident. Now I'm just down in the dumps. I get hacked at least once a day. I feel like there's microphones and cameras following me. That just makes me very emotional. I get sick to my stomach and I spend a lot of time crying. I feel like until all this cyber hacking stops, I can't live my life. Sure, I admit it. Sometimes I use drugs once in a while, but it's not like an everyday thing. I use Xanax, I use heroin. I think I have my drug under control.
If people think I heve a really big drug proplem they're just really making a big deal out of it. I feel like my like has changed for the better since being with Anthony. Anthony has stood by my side through all of this. My family thinks Anthony is a piece of (bleep), a bad influence on me. They haven't really given Anthony a chance. I would love to marry Anthony, have childrent with him.
My relationship with my parents is pretty non existent. My mom spends some time judging me. My dad, he's narrow minded and doesn't really like to think outside of the box. My parents want me to go to school, get a career. What I want is to just live life for a little while. I'm joung, why do I have to figure all this out now?
Vocabulary
existence
noun
confident
adjective
/ˈkonfidənt/
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